I'm sorry

I'm sorry I don’t blog more... I mean to I just don't. I really just don't feel good!

I really am going through a hard time right now with round two.

I'm very emotional and struggling with the side effects chemo brings on.

I know it's not something people talk about but chemo does bring one something I hate and that is constipation. It hits you like a brick and I’m not kidding a brick sideways… Then they stress you out by telling you, you can’t push because you can cause a stroke. So you sit there worrying what are you going to do. The only thing that helps me is Magnesium citrate which let me tell you cleans you out like liquid then you’re stuck trying to recoop from that for a few days. It’s HORRIBLE!

The leg cramps and joint pain is worse this time around.
If every round gradually gets worse I don’t know what I’m going to do.
I’m only on round 2 day 4.

the days of chemo round one

August 18 Day of
Tummy feels weird,
Calf cramps,
Sneezing,
Headache,
Can’t sleep

August 19, day 2
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Constipated

August 20, day 3
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Constipated

August 21, day 4
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose feels dry

August 22, day 5
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars

August 23, day 6
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars,
Ears hurt,
Kidney area back pain
Very thirsty

August 24, day 7
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars,
Ears hurt,
Kidney area back pain

August 25, day 8
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars,
Ears hurt,
Kidney area back pain

August 26, day 9
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars,
Ears hurt,
Kidney area back pain
Rash on both hands thumbs and index fingers

August 27, day 10
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars,
Ears hurt,
Kidney area back pain
Rash on both hands thumbs and index fingers
Lips chapped and peeling

August 28, day 11
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars,
Ears hurt,
Kidney area back pain
Rash on both hands thumbs and index fingers
Lips chapped
August 29, day 12
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars,
Ears hurt,
Rash on both hands thumbs and index fingers
Lips chapped
August 30, day 13
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Calf cramps,
Severe Knee, ankle, toe pain
Nose soars,
Ears hurt,
Rash on both hands thumbs and index fingers
Lips chapped
August 31, day 14
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Calf cramps,
Lips chapped
Hair loss
Can’t sleep

September 1, day 15
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Hair loss
Kidney area back pain
Scalp pain
Can’t sleep

September 2, day 16
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Hair loss
Kidney area back pain
Scalp pain
Can’t sleep
September 3, day 17
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Calf cramps,
Hair loss
Kidney area back pain
Scalp pain
Can’t sleep
September 4, day 18
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Hair loss
Scalp pain
Can’t sleep
Very dry skin
Peeling skin around nails

September 5, day 19
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Ankle swollen
Hair loss
Scalp pain
Can’t sleep
Very dry skin
Peeling skin around nails

September 6, day 20
So nauseated
Tummy feels weird,
Headache,
Calf cramps,
Hair loss
Scalp pain
Can’t sleep
Very dry skin
Peeling skin around nails